Muddled

Busy, busy, busy. That was to be my excuse this time.
Yes, we have been busy. Yes, there have been days when I was working non-stop from the moment I woke up, until the moment I went to bed. But there have also been slow days. I guess you could say, life has been muddled. To muddled to come on here and take the time to try to unscramble my thoughts and write something that is comprehendible.

I don't expect life to slow down much. But I do expect that I will be able to handle it all soon. Then I will be back.

Right now we are all getting ready to head out the door and go to church. There are three little boys with bed head that need to be straightened out (hair done!) before that happens, so... I better go.

Love to you all!

Standing

Life has my heart running in circles lately.
It has been busy, but the good busy. The busy where you still have those precious moments to breathe, to play, to laugh, and to love.
There are moments that I yearn for a change, sometime different than what I have. And then there are those moments, like today, when I find myself away from what I know, and wishing to be back participating in my home life.
Being a single woman my age living at home without an established career is not common around here. Sometimes it is hard for me to be content, because I see expectation of discontentment. Most of the time, I don't care about what others think. But then sometimes I care to much.

There are many days that I ask, "God, did I hear you right?". It seems that standing still is harder than moving forward.

But I firmly believe that I am where I am supposed to be right now. And I will stand strong, fighting off the doubts that try to push me into doing something that I would later regret.

Today I am grateful for the people in my life.
For the love that holds me upright.