Standing

Life has my heart running in circles lately.
It has been busy, but the good busy. The busy where you still have those precious moments to breathe, to play, to laugh, and to love.
There are moments that I yearn for a change, sometime different than what I have. And then there are those moments, like today, when I find myself away from what I know, and wishing to be back participating in my home life.
Being a single woman my age living at home without an established career is not common around here. Sometimes it is hard for me to be content, because I see expectation of discontentment. Most of the time, I don't care about what others think. But then sometimes I care to much.

There are many days that I ask, "God, did I hear you right?". It seems that standing still is harder than moving forward.

But I firmly believe that I am where I am supposed to be right now. And I will stand strong, fighting off the doubts that try to push me into doing something that I would later regret.

Today I am grateful for the people in my life.
For the love that holds me upright.